April 16th, 2007
…angry with God
Sometimes, I get really angry with God. I was quite pleased to learn that not only is this normal, but healthy in the Christian faith.
That being said, even with Kyle literally, just speaking about evil & suffering at CedarCreek.tv this last weekend, I am utterly pissed at God right now. I know He doesn’t have to be fair, I get that, good people suffer every day, and there is a reason for it. The better question is why do good things happen to bad people… I get all of that…
I’m just struggling right now… this Virginia Tech thing is unimaginable, well… it was.
And while I may be pissed off at God, I am infinitely more angry at the absolutely moronic people in this world that would cause this sort of senseless, stupid violence. If it doesn’t come out that the kid that did this was seriously deranged mentally (wouldn’t he have to be?), if it turns out he was a normal kid angry about a test score, or his girlfriend cheating on him, or something… I might just lose it. How can one keep a positive outlook, and faith in humanity? If you can tell me… you’re a better person than me.
