Archive for the ‘just me’ Category

…going to be a hectic few days

Friday, April 25th, 2008

if you pay attention to my twitter-feed, you'll already know what i'm about to share. at approximately 3am this (friday) morning, april 25th, my grandmother on my mom's side passed away. it did not come as too much of a surprise, as the night before she was transferred from a hospital ...

…a case of the mondays

Monday, April 14th, 2008

man, i don't know what it is lately, but i've been having a rough time staying positive and in the "right" frame of mind. i'm letting a lot of little things get to me, which is causing me to be pretty stressed out and frustrated. today was no different. oh well. ...

…long list (something fun)

Saturday, April 12th, 2008

saw this over on brody's site, and thought it'd be a fun exercise for me as well. the game is, try and think of all the jobs you've had, and list them, nothing too difficult, right? well, unless you have an awful memory like i do... so this list is ...

…had a bad day again

Friday, April 11th, 2008

today started off great. woke up at eight am, got ready and headed over to johnr's to meet him for a little exercise at wildwood metro park. we walked the red upland trail, which is 2.3 miles of up and down leg-muscle-burning goodness. it was nice to have the company, ...

…i’m a big pansy (a confessional)

Wednesday, April 9th, 2008

i still have nightmares, regularly. i hate it. it was easier as a kid, i dreamed about godzilla and dracula coming and torturing me. i dreamed about monsters and terminator killing my parents. why was this easier, you may be asking... because now i dream about loss. loneliness, death, depression. my childhood ...

…something i’ve been thinking about

Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008

here's a thought that i've been wrestling with lately... at what point, when something is being offered to you, do you stop saying; "there are people out there who need this much more than me, why do i deserve it? why should i take it?" is it pride? is it a weird sense ...

…stop-loss, movie or reality?

Saturday, March 29th, 2008

tonight i went with my wife to go see the film "stop-loss." a friend of ours named leah, invited us to go see it with her a few weeks ago. it's important to give you this information because leah's husband jay, is currently serving our country as an army medic ...

…a mixtape, from me to you.

Wednesday, March 26th, 2008

if any of you have ever wondered; "hmm, i wonder what joshua is listening to these days..." well, i have an answer for you! http://loveisgreaterthan.muxtape.com/ eight songs that have been in my heavy rotation. i'd like you to listen to them, and if you like my tape, maybe we can be "more than ...

…me for me, or me for you // redux

Sunday, March 23rd, 2008

this has been a strange weekend. let's start with the obvious, i don't need to tell anyone that easter was this weekend, do i? the most important three days in the entire christian calendar. our entire faith is based on the events that happened on these three days. in these three ...

…god is good

Saturday, March 22nd, 2008

today we launched the toledo campus of cedarcreek.tv. it's been a long journey, one that i have times been a big part of, but for the most part i've been able to observe from the outside. it's a weird thing, having our original campus being in a suburb, and now ...