…these feelings won’t go away

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that’s me at one am on a tuesday morning. hat head and all. those keen observers will note that i have shaved (i have noticed that the beard was much more friendly in hiding my double chin), and that i have new glasses.

everyone will notice that i took that picture (most will notice i took it with my laptop), and everyone will notice that i am blogging. why is this important? because my last post said i wouldn’t be blogging, due to a self-inflicted “fast” of sorts.

obviously, i didn’t make it. yuck it up now, this will be the last time i laugh with anyone and everyone giving me crap about not being able to hack it. yeah, i crumbled in less than twenty-four hours. bring it.

i am not going to wax philosophical about why this isn’t a good week to mess with my routine, and how some other time will be better. or how it’s not that big of deal… fact is, i couldn’t hack it, at least not this week. and surprisingly, i’m ok with it. despite the pounding i anticipate taking from friends and family, i really am quite ok with it. hopefully my blunt honesty about not hacking it and coming here and owning up to it will earn me back a little respect, but i’m not counting on it.

so, bring the thunder…

ps - todays post title comes from a song by citizen cope. sam introduced me to an album of his today, and i’ve been listening to it pretty much non-stop since. good stuff.

1 Comment

  1. Posted March 18, 2008 at 10:46 am | Permalink

    Dude!

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